A letter that waited to be read
For Madam Ji.
Some people do not just become part of your routine. They become the sukoon inside it.
Written honestly. Kept safely. Meant warmly.
Akshat × Madam Ji
28 June 2026
Things I never wanted to leave unsaid.
28June
2026
2026
Hello Madam Ji,
Janta hu bahut jyada time ho chuka hai aapse baat kiye, aur sidhi si baat hai — tumhari bahut yaad aa rahi hai. Aur kaise na aaye? Ek samay tha jab college, hostel, bahar — 24/7 tumhare saath calls pe rehta tha, aur har din kya ho raha hai, kya chal raha hai, sab sunne ko milta tha.
Mujhe ye nahi pata ki main ye message tum tak kabhi pahucha paunga ya nahi. Shayad ye mere paas hi reh jaaye, agar jo main soch raha hu woh hua ho toh. Aur agar tum ye padh rahi ho, matlab — “We have started talking again.”
Yaar, tumhara subah uthana with an “Uthoooooo”, tumhara raat ko kabhi-kabhi pyaar se sula dena, gaali dena, aur woh sukoon ki bhai koi hai jo mujhse baat karna chahta hai… main akela nahi hu. Koi hai jo hamesha mujhe apne aap ko improve karne ke liye push karta hai.
And mujhe itna pata hai — hum sirf dost toh nahi the. Ek point par literally pati-patni hi the, without the benefits. “Lol.”
Mujhe pata nahi kyun woh “huggiess” ki badi yaad aati hai yaar. Even though I know I should not, but this is me being honest. Main woh sukoon miss kar raha hu jo mujhe lagta tha ki mujhe kabhi milega hi nahi. Aur ab tumse baat nahi ho rahi, toh samajh aa raha hai ki yaar, that was one of the only things keeping me going.
Whatever happens in the future, you will never lose me as a friend. Never.
Mujhe nahi pata destiny kya hai, par ye pata hai ki I will always be by your side, no matter what. Aisi bahut si galtiyan ki hain maine jo shayad ek ladki kabhi maaf nahi karti, par phir bhi tumne kiya — aur mere saath rahi.
Ye baat hamesha yaad rakhna: you are the person who is making me better, making my life more livable. You are never the problem. You are just the solution to every single one of them.
Little updates along the way…
Heard news about you being happy regarding everything. Khush main bhi hu ki tum khush ho — not because ab Yash ke saath whatever, but because, well, you still told me about it and came to me to tell me. I know it is not a big thing, but it felt like something I had lost came back. And I hope you never have to go through it ever again. Maze karo and no stress.
Dekho, kuch bhi ho — agar ek insaan se itna baat karo toh usse kaise manana hai ye toh samajh aa hi jata hai. Aisa nahi ki I know everything ki bhai kya, kaisa hai, but it was nice to hear “Lodu” and “Gand Marale.” Aur ye baat ekdum achhe se yaad rakh lena: I will always love you. It might not be romantic, but always. You mean that much to me, and you matter to me more than any behen I have, Madam Ji.
I said it before without a second thought: you are the best thing that has happened to me, and I stand by it.